Post by BERLIN. on Aug 25, 2009 18:34:09 GMT -5
CLOSING YOUR EYES TO DISAPPEAR
YOU PRAY YOUR DREAMS WILL LEAVE YOU HERE
BUT STILL YOU WAKE AND KNOW THE TRUTH
NO ONE'S THERE
[/color][/center]YOU PRAY YOUR DREAMS WILL LEAVE YOU HERE
BUT STILL YOU WAKE AND KNOW THE TRUTH
NO ONE'S THERE
Feeling weak? I see your knees tremble, I see your legs crumble, I see you fall from where you once stood. I watched you your whole dying life. I watched as you struggled to find whats right and whats wrong. I watched like a Wallflower and mama, I wont forget you. I forget the tough girl you once were and I definitely wont forget how suicidal you were. It was great knowing that Paris stuck by you as I sat and watched your pain. I'm sorry mama. This is my survival. This is all for you. All the things I do, all the things I've done, all the sins and all the glory, all of this goes to you. Sincerely, Berlin.
I only hoped and prayed, I prayed every night since then that my mama understood my reasons for becoming who I am today and my apologies for who I was when she was still living. I know I took everything for granted, but since then, I've changed. Things come and go, things die and things live, I take everything under consideration and understand the meaning of life. The toughest survive while the weak simply die. That's how things always worked, there was nothing great or good that came out of life. If only life understood feeling and took emotion into take, then maybe, life wouldn't be so complicated.
My hooves touched the Earth's surface with elegance, barely leaving a hoof print even though I have plenty of muscles packed into my seventeen hand high bodice. Things change over time, and so do you. You see the leaves that surround you? They change; colors, size, shape, and best of all, they die too. So, think of yourself as a leaf, not an Equine. No matter what you do or what you say, you'll always be, you.
Life sucks majorly. Then, you go ahead and live life the best way as you possibly could and then what, you die? How pathetic, right? Wrong. Wrong for me anyway. I love living, because I am living my past, my death, my lies. I cover myself up so well that no one sees the cracks and flaws within me. You see who I am, you understand me now?
Hooves moved passed each other, leaving everything else simply a blur. I trotted along, my audits perked keeping a watch for anything that might jump out at me. My tail moved to the side with an intense force as a fly landed on me. Shaking my mane, I stopped as a strong gust of wind flew passed. Perking my audits and lifting my head, I noticed a steep climb up. Curiosity killed the cat, right? Ha, wrong again. Curiously, I took a step forward and began my journey up this mountain - you can say.
The winds got the best of me, working my muscles in places I haven't thought about strengthening. I worked so hard to get up the damned hill and to get to where I wanted to go, that I could swear some sweat was being worked up. Are you kidding me? Just this small climb and I was already working up a slight sweat? Shaking my body, I picked up a canter and I continued going uphill. It wasn't long before I found myself at the edge of the cliff, looking down at jagged rocks. My death bed? Nah, it couldn't be.
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PUPPET?! berlin
MUSIC?! bullet for my valentine, hand of blood
SPEECH?! so, you got to see his sane side and fluffy side for a bit. haha. enjoy! open for anyone(: